Monday, May 31, 2010

moving on!!!

I have switched to tumblr

Thursday, May 20, 2010

COLOR PALETTES

Flow color analysis chart

The foundation of the color analysis is based on 4 vital factors:
Hue -- the name of the color (blue, green, red, etc).
Intensity -- whether the shade appears clear or muted.
Temperature -- depending on the undertone of a color can be percieved as cool, warm or neutral.
Yellow-based colors are perceived as warm, blue-based colors are perceived as cool. Pure colors are neutral—that is neither cool nor warm.
Value -- a color can be described as light, medium-light, medium, medium-dark, dark.


My palette is light summer, which is: the most delicate and understated of all the seasons. Summer is the serenity palette, so you should always avoid harsh contrasts by keeping the entire look calm and in complete harmony.

1. Light Summer

Eyes: Blue or green.
Hair:
Light to medium ash blonde or light ash brown.

Skin: Pale neutral beige or soft beige. Pink-toned.



Best colors for Light Summers:

Color analysis for light summer

Saturday, April 3, 2010

IN LA

LOTS OF FAST MOVING BOULEVARDS. IT SEEMS LIKE A WARZONE; I AM CONVINCED EVERYONE HAS PTSD.

YESTERDAY I WAS WITH MY BROTHER DISCUSSING MEETING OUR DAD FOR DINNER AND WE SPENT WAY TOO LONG BRAINSTORMING DIFFERENT COMBINATIONS OF HIGHWAYS WITHIN IN DIFFERENT TIME FRAMES. 15 MINUTE DISTANCES CAN BECOME 2 HOUR DISTANCES AND THE HIGHWAY STREAMS ARE LIKE A PINBALL MACHINE, OR PERHAPS AN IKEA.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

OF WHOM WE ARE ALL HAUNTED

"We readers of many books are still very careful to say "Whom did you see?" but we feel a little uncomfortable (uncomfortably proud, it may be) in the process. We  are likely to avoid the locution altogether and to say "Who was it you saw?" conserving literary tradition (the "whom") with the dignity of silence...It is safe to prophesy that within a couple of hundred years from to-day not even the most learned jurist will be saying "Whom did you see?" By that time the "whom" will be as delightfully archaic as the Elizabethan "his" for "its."....We say I see the man but the man sees me; he told him, never him he told or him told he. Such usages as the last two are distinctly poetic and archaic; they are opposed to the present drift of the language."

Thursday, February 25, 2010

CLEAN COAL

i thought liberals all saw 'an inconvenient truth' and listened to al gore, who noted that clean coal is like a healthy cigarette??!?!? how quickly the memory/critical thinking errodes!

more unparliamentary language

Green Party TD Paul Gogarty tells Labour TD Eamon Stagg "Fuck you Deputy Stagg, Fuck you" during Dail Eireann debate on the social welfare cuts contained in Budget 2010.        

SO funny:

SO funny:

Funny Commentary

From a conversation with a friend:

This is good that you aren't bogged down by technical and practical things......you aren't focused on how to make the resource distribution most effective alla Eichmann, but rather on the suffering underlying and in criticizing the methodology that determines what's 'effective.'

Thats what practical/technical degrees such as business are about: how to 'effectively' operate the machinery (of exploitation and suffering).

Saturday, February 20, 2010

The Truth Deficit

Nietzsche’s Genealogy of Morals:

“As its power increases, a community ceases to take the individual’s transgressions so seriously, because they can no longer be considered as dangerous and destructive to the whole as they were formerly: the malefactor is no longer ’set beyond the pale of peace’ and thrust out; universal anger may not be vented upon him as unrestrainedly as before — on the contrary, the whole from now on carefully defends the malefactor against this anger, especially that of those he has directly harmed, and takes him under its protection. A compromise with the anger of those directly injured by the criminal; an effort to localize the affair and to prevent it from causing any further, let alone a general, disturbance; attempts to discover equivalents and to settle the whole matter (compositio); above all, the increasingly definite will to treat every crime as in some sense dischargeable, and thus at least to a certain extent to isolate the criminal and his deed from one another — these traits become more and more clearly visible as the penal law evolves. As the power and self-confidence of the community increase, the penal law always becomes more moderate; every weakening or imperiling of the former brings with it a restoration of the harsher forms of the latter. The ‘creditor’ always becomes more humane to the extent that he has grown richer; finally, how much injury can he endure without suffering from it becomes the actual measure of his wealth. It is not unthinkable that a society might attain such a consciousness of power that it could allow itself the noblest luxury possible to it — letting those who harm it go unpunished. ‘What are my parasites to me?’ it might say. ‘May they live and prosper: I am strong enough for that!’ 

Thursday, January 28, 2010

The Ideology of Post-Ideology

“I’m not an ideologue.”
"It's time for something new. Let's try common sense."
Obama during his meeting with House Republicans, 1/30/2010

"...Mr. Obama’s coolness, even his seeming detachment, became a political virtue. The corollary to that belief is that he won because he was the anti-ideologue after eight years of an intensely ideological presidency."
New York Times, “Where Clinton Turned Right, Obama Plowed Ahead”

Every speech by President Obama begins with a discussion of great perils followed by pleas for post-partisan unity and an assurance of a saving power in the resiliency of Americans. Obama’s State of the Union Address tirelessly emphasized utilizing collaboration and post-partisan expert knowledge to fix our nation’s crises. This message also resounded in Obama's open discussion with House Republicans. Republicans repeatedly raised ambiguous cost-free governmental solutions to both the economy and health care. Though it was of some encouragement that a U.S. president could honor a series of baseless questions with articulate responses, Obama's invocation of the so-called 'neutral' and 'practical knowledge of experts' was deeply problematic.
Obama was rightly critical of the ineffectual proposals by Republicans for health care and the economy. The stubborn commitment to minimal government interference is an absurd position in the contexts of a severe economic crisis and corrupt health care system. While Obama ostensibly recognizes the need for a strong government, he falls short of offering solutions when he refers (or perhaps defers) to notions such as 'what works’ and ‘common sense.’ The current national crises necessitate an interrogation not just of ‘what works,’ but also of the measures and principles used for diagnosing a ‘healthy’ market and for determining a cost effective guarantee of health care.
The idea that we can all agree upon what works in isolation of any ideology is a myth steeped in neoliberal economics and imperialism. It is common parlance in the media and popular discourse to characterize ideology as a negative attribute associated with various forms of ‘extremism’ that plague our lovely democratic world. The eight-year reign of Bush is constantly portrayed as an era of ideology and ideologues, such as Paul Wolfowitz. Paul Wolfowitz, Cheney, and Bush had arguably detestable world-views premised on an aggressive notion of the United States as the world’s sovereign power. While their ideology was deeply flawed, it is not the case that ideology itself was the cause. Ideology is merely the set of principles used to interpret the world. Pretending to operate outside, beyond, or above ideology is arguably ideology's most pernicious form.
The pretension to post-ideology is a particularly juridical concept, so it is not a surprise that Obama would latch on to it. The concept of a law or power that operates without any force, as if directly transcribed from ‘nature’ or ‘God,’ is problematic on numerous levels. This idea is a type of theology that has no way of constituting itself or allowing for alteration. In legal theory, there is an ongoing debate over functions of negative and positive liberty. Negative liberty is the freedom from infringement upon one’s rights, whereas positive liberty is the freedom to a set of rights. There is a strong fear of positive liberty in advanced capitalist nations, particularly as it is seen as potentially tyrannical form of justice conducive to dictatorial policies. This fear is echoed in allegations that Justice Sotomayor is an activist judge, and her ultimate assurance to the public that the function of justice is not to make laws, but to enforce them. A social context of slavery, segregation, and the informal segregation of today, with banks red lining neighborhoods (such that whiteness has become synonymous with property upkeep) necessitates an appeal to positive liberty.
Historically, the ideology of 'post-ideology' is deeply entangled in an imperialism, which (mis)translates things like ‘U.S. interests’ as universal rights and world peace. It is an ideology which rationalizes the United States’s wars in the Middle East as merely peacekeeping missions. A close look at the actual promises Obama made in his State of the Union Address furnishes the following: tax cuts, earmark reform, (an eventual) spending freeze, off-shore drilling, and the notorious oxymoron ‘clean coal.’ These measures reflect not a pragmatic transcendence of ideology, but rather an affirmation of center-left neoliberalism. Aligning these policies with post-ideology, as if politics were an a-historical science, reduces political discourse to shallow buzzwords. The capacity for genuine debate in this context is diminished and overtaken by un-analyzed fictions of nature and common sense. This has the effect of obscuring the actual policies that constitute a given political position. Making one’s ideology visible is the only way for one’s position to be understood in context and for the reader or listener to be trusted as an active participant in the debate.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

The Attacks South Philadelphia High School: A Plea for School and Social Reform

I am currently a teacher's aide at South Philadelphia High. This school has made national news over the past couple of months due to a racially motivated attack on Asian students. The context of the attacks was a series of 'jumpings' that went back and forth between Asian and African American students. The attacks that occurred on November 3rd were indiscriminate attacks against the minority Asian population of the school. A number of students were hospitalized and the Asian students refused to come to school for a week, as they demanded more security. This incident has inspired me to assess what type of intervention is necessary at the school and the underlying factors to the attacks. 

In order to understand the impulse toward violence one must first look at the context. All of the decent schools in the city require applying. The students that don't get in to these schools are lumped together in their local district schools, such as South Philly High. This concentrates all of the underperforming students. Such a pool of students also concentrates all of the most problematic families, such as those with an imprisoned parent, or a drug addict parent. At the very least you can expect the parents to be severely overworked, undereducated, and under-compensated.

While I do not want to demonize the "culture of poverty" of which students of SPHS come, it is also undeniable that such a culture is prone to have high levels of problems, such as drugs, a lack of parent guidance, emotional and economic support. This puts a severe emotional toll on the students of such households.

Given that so many of the students are accustomed to these problems, they are also apt to re-enact these problems and the negative feedback surrounding them within every authority figure. This is the backdrop of SPHS. It feels like a prison, through which disruptive students are pushed through, as if on a conveyer belt, and on which about 40% are discarded. Such a concentrated pool of under-performing students, who bring with them the baggage of coming from an economically stressed household, demands greater resources; The school is in desperate need of more counseling services and highly skilled teachers that are able to implement lessons in such a difficult environment.

The problem with this student demographic is not that they are somehow diseased with laziness and coddled with welfare, such that they never learn to pull themselves up from their bootstraps. Rather, the problem is such that schools cannot be reformed simply through a revision of procedures and curriculum; School reform must be accompanied by socio-economic reform. Discrimination and violence will not dissappear once such broad scale reform takes place, but the conditions breed violence and racism among inner city youth would certainly be assuaged. 

We do not live in a just society where everyone has an equal opportunity. Those who are born into wealth find it extremely easy to perpetuate their wealth with investments and a top rate education. Conversely, those born into poverty find it far too easy to fall into a lifestyle of long working hours, little pay, poor budgeting, and debt slavery.

Only when education reform is coupled with socio-economic reform will it actually achieve genuine results. The learning gap can only be closed with such a broad scale intervention. In the mean time the following are needed:

-A massive influx of counseling services is needed. The process of referring students to these services needs to be made easier. 
-Teachers need to receive more supervision, such as through inter departmental reviews, to promote a positive learning environment.
-More tax money for education is needed, but at the same time education professions need to be more competitive. There are far too many unproductive administrators. Higher quality teachers and administrators are not only better performing, but more productive. The hiring process for teachers should be more based on one's intelligence, writing, and interview than simply on experience and being certified.





The Nostalgia of Holiday Gifting

Holiday gifting is all about a nostalgia for a home for ever lost to a mechanized world: housing factories and cheaply made (foreign) goods extracted through western imperialism. This era of planned obsolescence has no memory.

We struggle to distance ourselves from the inherent exploitation that shapes and furnishes our lives by gifting local craft made goods. We offer these gifts to imbue a sense of nostalgia in the gift receiver and ameliorate his or her spiritual homelessness. 



Saturday, November 21, 2009

David Lowenthal "Past Time, Present Place: Landscape and Memory"



"Medical respectability spread the disease (of nostalgia) from provincial soldiers and newly transplanted countryfolk to the educated elite. Philippe Pinel limned the symptoms about 1800: 'a sad, melancholy appearance, a bemused look,... an indifference toward everything;... the near impossibility of getting out of bed, and obstinate silence, the rejection of food and drink; emaciation, marasmus and death.' Another physician found that in 'cadavers of patients who had died of this disease..the lungs adhered tight to the pleura of the thorax [and] that the tissue of the  'lobe' was thickened and purulent. Victims of nostalgia in face died because of meningitis, gastroenteritis, and tuberculosis, but because everyone believed nostalgia fatal, it so became. No cure was found. The nineteenth century transformed nostalgia from a geographical disease into a sociological complaint. Its early victims had been countryfolk lost in the anonymity of army or metropolis. Their desire to return was literal, oriented toward closed, familiar environments. As local ties dissolved, nostalgia became a generalized sense of loss, focused less on the locality than on the remembered childhood."

someday i'd like to do a history of pseudo epidemiology....



Wednesday, November 11, 2009

THE GOTHIC

Rouen Cathedral (French: Cathédrale Notre-Dame de Rouen)




John Ruskin:

"For, indeed, the greatest glory of a building is not in its stones, not in its gold. Its glory is in its Age, and in that deep sense of voicefulness, of stern watching, of mysterious sympathy, nay, even of approval or condemnation, which we feel in walls that have long been washed by the passing waves of humanity.”

I believe somewhere John Ruskin asserted that a building does not reach its pinnacle of aesthetic beauty until about 500 years of age.

Courbet, Le Chateau De Chillon (The Castle Of Chillon)

Saturday, October 24, 2009

The Legacy of Liberal Tolerance

The 19th century German anthropologist (the combination of ‘German’ and ‘Anthropology’ is a clear red flag) Johann Friedrich Blumenbach specialized in the study of human races and racial taxonomy. He postulated that physical characteristics constitute an idea of race, which also determine certain forms of character. Blumenbach, to the surprise of his European readers, asserted that “our black brethren” have “a natural tenderness of heart…which has never been benumbered or extirpated on board the transport vessels or on the West India sugar plantations by the brutality of their white executioners.” In fact “they can scarcely be considered inferior to any other race.” He cites the physical anthropologist Niebuhr to support this astonishing claim: “The principal characteristic of the Negro, especially when he is reasonably treated, honesty towards his masters and benefactors.” Wow! A race of people who harmoniously contract into servitude with the utmost humility and gratefulness, if we can just learn to treat them tolerantly. Is Starbucks the 21st century progeny of Blumenbach? Do we not hear an echo of Blumenbach in Starbucks’ Global Responsibility Report? If Blumenbach were alive today, would he not be a distinguished professor of business ethics/theorist of imperialist conquest or a socially responsible CEO?


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Sunday, October 4, 2009

sphs

i like my new job, but hope i don't get assaulted.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

what i must do

some day i need to read the complete human comedy and in search of lost time.

Friday, September 4, 2009